Prologue - Divine Intervention
Some events appear to be abnormal crazy, extraordinary, diabolic, taboo, unethical, unbelievable, and even perverted and unacceptable to societal norms. Analyzing the behavior of people involved in such incidents without bias reveal complex human psyche. Women in the story happen to fulfill their inner psychological need and physical desire the basic instinct in peculiar circumstances. Some people may call it animal instinct, illicit, indecent, immoral and taboo but the desire to satisfy hidden craving physiological need erupts despite all reasoning, logic, traditions, religious beliefs, and possible consequences.
Padmavathy was devastated to know that her recently married son died. Her son's friend consoling her leads pleasurable sex. She and Madhu, her daughter-in-law get impregnated by Shiva before her son's thirteenth day ceremony.
Shiva married Madhu. Padma becomes Shiva's mistress. All three of them live happily without guilty complex. The story is based on real life incidents. However, the essence of what happened described reveals inner thoughts and feelings of the people involved
Chapter 1
It was a Sunday early morning, hearing loud noises from the Hostel corridor, I came out of my room and learnt to my shock and surprise our classmate Mohan was found dead in his room. An empty arsenic bottle and a suicide note were found besides the bed.
Mohan hails from a wealthy rich Zamindar family, the only son of his parents, married six months earlier Madhusmita. No one could imagine the reasons for his suicide. The Warden informed the Police after conducting initial enquiry sent the body for Postmortem.
His parents arrived the following morning by car from their native place. His father accompanied by the Warden and our friends went to the hospital to complete the formalities and take his son’s body to their native village.
Being Mohan’s closest friend, I stayed back to take care of grieving mother Padmavathy and took her to the University guest house. She was obviously exhausted and tired. I requested her to take bath and she went to the bathroom.
Fifteen minutes later Padma returned. She had made up her face, changed from the sari she had been wearing. While her eyes and demeanor revealed grief, superficially she was closer to her normal, attractive self. She was looking refreshed after having bath dressed in a chiffon sari.
I brought breakfast and coffee and said, ‘Amma, you must be starving since yesterday, have some breakfast’
‘Shiva, I am not hungry. Please go ahead and have your breakfast’
On my insistence, she sipped coffee slowly sitting forlornly in the corner of sofa. I told her if she wanted to take some rest, I would leave her alone.
She said pleadingly, ‘Shiva, Please don't leave me alone. Please stay with me. Don't go. Don't leave. Please stay with me.
She got up and stood in front of the floor-length mirror. I could see her back and front profile clearly. I could see in the mirror, her huge voluminous, conical, bouncing breasts hung heavily from her chest moving as she lifted both her hands to remove hairpins from her hair bun. Her calf length hair cascaded down reaching beyond calves as a river flows down from a mountain to the deep valley.
She raised her hands, inserted fingers into her hair from beneath, lifted and flaunted her hair to loosen further. She combed slowly and carefully with a wide toothed comb to disentangle her tangled hair. She then combed hair backwards from forehead, parted her hair perfectly in the middle. She put in two equal parts in the front over both the shoulders and combed uniformly thick voluminous long thick hair. It was a time a consuming task and took long time to disentangle and comb her thick voluminous hair.
I was captivated and fascinated watching her comb calf length, jet-black, luxurious, lustrous, oily, smooth, shining, silky, soft, shining, uniformly thick, wavy, voluminous hair. She tossed her hair back and combed downwards spreading wide covering her entire back reaching her calves. I wanted to comb her long thick hair but restrained to volunteer. I watched admiring and appreciating the fluid moments of her huge heavy firm bouncing breasts swaying, curvaceous lean taut hourglass body and the movements of her beautiful hands while she was combing her hair. She arranged her hair covering her ears, left loose till the hem of the low cut wide neck blouse and skillfully arranged by making loops into a neat loose big beautiful bun without hair pins resting on her back between shoulders.
I watched her curvaceous body draped in a flowing thin chiffon plain sari, pleats tucked much below the deep navel, the pallu open along her shoulder as well as arm highlighting her top heavy breasts and hour glass figure. Her top-heavy huge firm swinging bouncing breasts, proportionately large areola and big protruding cone shaped long nipples were clearly visible through her thin wide neck deep cut blouse and bra.
I remembered her beautiful exuberant smiling happy sexy sizzling image exuding and flaunting her beauty during her son's wedding. She was wearing rich pure silk gold border saris, elaborate heavy gold and diamond jewelry adorned from head to toe, showing her beautiful curvaceous hour glass sexy sizzling sensuous body. Her kohl lined large eyes, big, bouncing, conical, huge, firm, swinging breasts extending out of her lean frame, thin taut lean midriff and her jasmine flower-threads adorning jet black, uniformly thick, silky, calf length oscillating braid. I recalled the indulgent flirting, mutual vibes, and her bewitchingly beautiful smile, her deep husky sexy voice, and her intoxicating body aroma. We had unmistakable infatuation, mutual fatal attraction and love at first sight. She was looking at me giggling with alluring coyness and desire. I felt bit surprised at myself having such thoughts about her at that juncture.
I looked into her eyes with concern, love, compassion and empathy wondering whether she could guess my inner thoughts. She adjusted her sari pleats and pallu neatly. She was calm but her expressive eyes and face revealed her grief.
She asked me calmly ‘when did it really happen?’
Even before I could react, she started crying and tears rolling down on her cheeks and falling down making her sari wet.
I said, ‘I can understand the pain and agony you must be going through ever since you heard the news. I am so sorry about the sad incident. I have so many fond memories of him hanging out and but most of all we’ll remember the beautiful days we spent. He was my closest friend in the college and I miss him very much.’
She said, ‘He is a nice boy. He told me that you are his best friend. Did he not share even with you any of his thoughts, feelings or problems before or after marriage that led him to take such a drastic decision to end his life’?
I said, “No, had I known the reasons I would have helped definitely him in whatever way I can. It is a mystery to me and I cannot see any problems which could not have been addressed and solved.’
She was crying and walked to the window looking out, She said, ‘I wish he could have told me, shared his problems, inhibitions and fears to me whatever his problems he had. I could have counseled him to overcome and solve his problems whatever they were. I could have found a solution for his problem. I brought him up with so much love and care and provided everything he wanted. He has everything property, money, social status, good education and so much life ahead to enjoy with his beautiful wife. What more a young man wants from life?
'Shiva, ‘Did he have any issues academically or otherwise,’ she asked.
I said, ‘No, Amma, no issues I am aware of, actually he was good in academics, He should have told you about his problems. Who can understand a son better than his own loving and giving mother?’
My statement triggered agony and she continued to cry, tears rolling down her cheeks, she said, ‘who else can understand him better than me. I should have helped him, but I wonder how I could have helped him unless he tells me about his problem.’
Not knowing and not having any clue how to console a crying, grieving and mourning mother; to comfort and console her placed my hand on her shoulders from her back, turned her around and wiped tears from her cheeks.
She instantly leaned on to my chest. It's like the everything in the world doesn't matter at that moment. and I felt my responsibility has increased. Felt like I am the most important person in her life. I thought there was lot more to do and I have to do it for her just for the faith she has in me.
I hugged her stroking her head and hair to show empathy as a gesture of sharing her agony. I stroked with my fingers running through her thick oily hair and at the back of head.
She hugged me more tightly, her hands encircling reaching fully around me, an intimate hug. The grasp was and gentle yet firm. My fingers slipped into her huge big hair bun and caressed her silky hair and nape affectionately hoping that my gesture would comfort and temporarily relieve her stress and tension.
She was silent and standing still, as I removed her hairpins, loosened and unfastened loops of her hair bun. Her beautiful black calf length lustrous luxurious oily soft silky shining smooth thick voluminous wavy hair cascaded down like a waterfall spread wide and covered her entire back reaching calves. I ran my fingers through her thick silky hair from top downwards along the length of her hair feeling the oily silky smooth texture and softness. Running my fingers to untangle her hair, feeling the smoothness of her long hair, smelling her aphrodisiac erotic distinct body scent and her huge breasts pressing against me sent electric waves though me.
Her huge heavy voluminous breasts hung from chest before her were not the spheres they normally seemed. Suspended from her chest, they were more like slightly elliptical inverted domes, capped with the jutting of her big, hard nipples and their surrounding abundant areolas. The sight of them made me want to hold them in my hands, as if to weigh her big, heavy, voluminous, full, fleshy and bouncing breasts. The slope of one breast seen from the side in profile was triangular shape with a circular base, from which her large long extended nipple projected. Her soft breasts flattened between us as she embraced me tightly. I loved the feel of their buoyant fullness and their satin smooth touch, the curving slopes of her breasts, which felt like the sweep of satin.
I continued running my fingers through thick strands of her hair, while she was hugging me, an intimate whole body touching hug. I cuddled her tightly, closely and intimately, watching her back fully covered with her beautiful hair, cupped her big arse cheeks with my hands pressing and squeezing. She did not object and did not pull herself away from me.
Padmavathy’s calf length hair is extraordinarily beautiful, lustrous, uniformly thick, voluminous, smooth, silky and shining. Her hair was uniformly thick and voluminous until the ends reaching calves is a rare phenomenon. I enjoyed the feel of her oily sexy long hair. Gradually her crying reduced to sobs.
We were locked in an intimate and tight embrace. Our hugging was alluring, engaging, engrossing, encompassing, involving, indulging, intimate, intense, inciting, invoking, invigorative, seeking and feeling each other’s body. My fingers ran through her thick oily hair from head to the perfectly trimmed ends. Her extra-large, conical heavy, huge, hanging, pendulous, soft, mountainous and voluptuous breasts were pressing against my chest. Every part of her whole body was touching mine electrifying my nerves.
We were entangled, entwined, encircled, enjoined and enveloped in each other’s arms, as if our two bodies were trying to unite and become one. I could smell her distinctive erotic feminine body aroma.
The effect was a fullness in my cock and its unwitting rise, touching her mound. Her breasts against me gave delightful view through her open neckline of her deep low cut blouse. My fully painfully erect, rigid, turgid, throbbing hard and pulsating cock was pressing her mound straining thorough my lungi. I felt awkward, since I was not wearing underwear. My blood ran faster in my veins into my cock. I hugged her more tightly intentionally moved my cock forward pressing against her mound while cupping her arse cheeks with my hands pressing towards me.
I could sense that she was excited in our intimate indulging and tight erotic embrace. She did not try to wriggle out or move away, instead she also moved her body forward even more closely pressing herself her whole body touching mine indicating her eagerness. I could feel the heat and pressure of her soft body. She was pushing herself forward and her heavy breasts pressing against me in the front intentionally. Our arms were encircling each other tightly, I could hear her breathe heavily, feel her heart beat faster. I could smell her invigorative distinct erotic exciting enticing body aroma. I looked at her back. She was thrusting herself against me gyrating and rubbing her mound against my hard cock. I cupped her soft big inverted pot shaped round fat soft arse cheeks with my hands pressing, squeezing and pushing further towards me, while my hard cock pressing hard against her mound.
I rubbed my painfully erect rigid hard cock against her mound like I was already deep inside her. She was being overwhelmed by the force with which I was grinding against her mound and she was visibly excited and groaning.
Her hands were gripping tightly and fingernails were digging into my back. The softness of her thick long silky hair touching my hands further aroused my basic instinct, banal, carnal, irresistible and uncontrollable physical desire. My hands pressing her soft hips travelled slowly and gently upwards on her back.
Her sari pallu already dropped to the floor. I ran my hand upwards, touched her shoulder with the tips of my fingers, placed my hands on the back of her shoulders, and stroked them downward with a bit more force. I also ran one finger along her shoulder. I used both my hands to push firmly into the area above her shoulder blades kneading out some of the tension in her body. Her hands were on my back gripping and digging.
I took her beautiful face in my hands, stroked her cheek, her ear, her chin, and the side of her face along the jaw line with my fingers. I stroked the back of her head, slowly massaged her scalp, running fingers through her thick hair, brushed the strands of hair away from her eyes as I made eye contact, leading her to want something more.
I felt like I could spend my entire life looking into her eyes. I wish the time stops when this happens but it passes away way to quick. The feeling which I had cannot be described in words, a mix of millions of emotions all at once and this can be experienced by the ones who have ever been in true love. I liked the feel of stroking her oily long thick luxurious lustrous smooth shining silky jet-black hair. I tucked some strands of her hair behind her both ears to give her ears an extra caress.
Padmavathy felt my callused hands, and the sinewy muscles leading up to broad shoulders. When She inhaled, my rich, spicy scent singed her senses and slid over her bare skin like a powerful aphrodisiac.
I cupped her face in my hands gently with love, desire and empathy. I wanted to love, comfort, possess and own her. It was an uncontrollable and irresistible intense desire. I could see in her wide expressive eyes her pleading desire to be taken, to be owned, to become united, to be filled and to be fucked. It was an unmistakable urgent need. Her large expressive eyes wide open looking into my eyes, were inviting me. Impulsively, I kissed on her forehead, eyes, eyelids and cheeks. She turned her face conveniently to receive as I kissed, licked, and nibbled slowly and passionately all over her neck, cheeks and face. I licked and nibbled at her earlobes my fingers caressing at the back of earlobes. I kissed her earlobes, the sides of her ear, and the area behind her ears slowly and gently.
I stroked her ears as I continued to kiss and also brushed my lips along her ears, behind her ears and nibbled her earlobes taking into my mouth. I lovingly stroked the sides of her neck while kissing, tossed her hair back so I can caress her neck a bit more by running the sides of my fingers up and down her neck down to the base of her shoulder and all the way up to her earlobe. She was enthusiastically accepting and receiving and my sensuous loving licking kisses moving and turning her face closely and conveniently to receive as I kissed each inch of her fore head, on her eyes, cheeks, chin, neck, shoulders and all over her face. I licked all over her face like a dog. I ran a finger on her juicy soft thick lips and gave her a soft kiss, paused to caress her lips by holding the kiss for a few seconds, ran tip of my tongue on her thick full beautiful pouting wet juicy soft lips. Finally, I ran my tongue between her wet juicy thick pouting inviting lips forcing her mouth to open.
Her mouth opened fully inviting and taking as my tongue slipped into hers, exploring her mouth, touching her inner cheeks, her tongue and deep into her throat. Her arms snaked around me tightly and our tongues caressed each other. She took my lower lip into her mouth and started sucking, chewing and biting digging her teeth, all the time pressing her against me. She sucked and chewed on my lower lip for a long time. In turn, I took her lower and upper lip one after another alternatively chewing and sucking them gently.
Our bodies were touching each other and hearts beating faster, blood running through veins faster and faster at high speed. Our tongues entwined, exploring and sucking each other alternatively. Her tongue attacked my mouth, probing my tongue, teeth and gums. We kissed on for long time, with small gaps for taking breath. Her long fingernails were digging on my back. I can smell her body aroma. An exotic body odor I never smelled before such a passion and sweetness. It was if we both want to drink nectar from each other’s mouth. Her hands were around me encircling and clutching tightly. We kissed unmindful of the circumstances for a long time taking turns drinking nectar from each other mouth.
I kissed her on the lips gentle touching of lips. She parted her lips slightly. I used tip of my tongue to very gently caress her lips. She responded by opening her mouth. I penetrated her mouth with my tongue stroked her tongue. My tongue explored her lips, inside the lips, tongue, teeth, gums, palate and used my lips to bite gently, strike, massage, slowly and gently like tasting something wonderful applying a little suction every now and again. She in turn sucked on my tongue. Then she also inserted her tongue into my mouth for me to suck. Our tongues entwined.
It was an absorbing sensuous stimulating sweet tasty thrilling tantalizing teasing uninhibited long drawn lip locked nectar sucking and slurping kiss. The long kissing was not enough for us and we want to have more of each other. The kissing and cuddling ignited fire in us, our hearts beating faster pumping blood into each every minuscule part of the body and mind. The mutual desire mounted to unbearable and uncontrollable heights.
The intimate, involving, indulging embrace, cuddling and sucking kiss relieved her psychological agony temporarily and her body was seeking togetherness and copulation that is more rapturous. My overpowering hard maleness made her submit and open herself to me. Her whole body was aching with irresistible, unbearable and uncontrollable desire for taking me into her. She became aroused and excited beyond control, the blood running fast, her nerves electrified and tensed, her pulse rate and breathing quickened. Her heavy huge breasts became heavier and swollen, areola expanded and enlarged. Her nipples became stiff, hard and jutting to come out of the bra and blouse straining at seams. Her clit engorged and stiff, her soft cunt lips enlarged and opened like flower petals and juice from her pussy overflowing and running down between her thighs. She could not think of anything else except her hungry burning insatiable desire be quenched. She was like a simmering volcano with hot lava ready to explode. Throbbing from her pelvis overwhelmed her body. She obviously could not bear the intense urge.
The intimate embrace, kissing and togetherness, silent unspoken psychological and emotional need and uncontrollable physical desire communicated through her lustful eyes and body response beyond any doubt prompted me to lift her. She wants to be fucked and needs to be fucked.
I slipped a hand under her arm and around her back, leaned over her placed my other arm behind her knees and scooped her up into my arms. She put her hands around my neck holding on to me, buried her face on my shoulder and groaned. I carried her to the bedroom illuminated by soft sunlight diffused through white curtains and lowered her on to the white bed sheet that covered the bed.
Padma lay down on the edge of the bed, feet touching the floor, her hair spread wide covering almost the width of the bed. I could see how beautiful and sexy she was, her flawless, blemish less glowing smooth skin, large voluminous conical mountainous breasts with large dark areolas and hardened jutting upright erect big nipples, her mound of deep navel and the rise and fall of her abdomen.
Yanking off my shirt and lungi I undressed completely. She was obviously fascinated by seeing the size of my erect long thick rigid big pulsating monstrous young and virile nine inch cock as I walked towards her flaunting my cock proudly.
Her large eyes wide expressing surprise and eyebrows rose seeing the enormous size of my monstrous cock with disbelief. Her surprise reaction is not unexpected to me. I am well aware of women’s reaction and surprise when they see the size of my nine inch long thick monstrous cock with bigger knob. I knew women love to be fucked by big cock. My monstrous gigantic cock is really big in length and thickness, and the knob is even bigger and menacing. The feel of such big cock stretching a woman’s cunt and filling deep to the bottom itself makes a woman reach orgasm.
Lying back down on the bed, the beauty of her partially nude erotic body revealed in the soft diffused light. Her extra-large huge breasts had proportionately large conical areolas with big long elongated stiffened nipples that pointed out from the enormous mound of her firm tits. I sat next to her, cupping, stroking and feeling her huge extra-large breasts. I unhooked and removed her blouse and bra as she lifted her hands up willingly to ease them. Her naked heavy breasts were firm; big enlarged areola and engorged nipples were long, stiff and jutting out. I bent down to kiss her big mountainous breasts. My hand sipped through below her sari and petticoat feeling her big thunderous thick fleshy soft thighs.
She sat upright on the bed leaning over me so that her breast hangs an inch above my face, offering the jutting long nipple, carried her breast to my mouth in the gesture of a nursing mother, the dark engorged jutting long nipple of her breast. Excited by the arousal she sucked in a tight breath, the scent of her pheromones caused by arousal and body language telling me just how needy she was to get her breasts sucked.
She leaned over me so that her breast hangs an inch above my face, offering the nipple. Suddenly, the entire world is nipple-shaped. It hangs there in space for me to kiss. I sucked it, nuzzling it gently with my teeth. The nipple grew larger and firmer in my mouth. She withdrew it, and replaced it with the other. It too, swollen to my sucking.
In the movement she made by taking her two hands to bring it towards my moth, a drop of milk appeared at the extremity. I licked it eagerly, seizing that heavy breast in my mouth like a juicy fruit. I suckled in a greedy and regular way. I passed both my arms around her waist and I sucked on with slow sips of her breast milk with a movement of the neck as a breast fed child.
I sucked on her big brown heavy engorged hard and jutting nipple, while stroking the other and squeezing it. I kept on sucking like a hungry baby sucking milk from mother’s breast while her hand was below my head holding it like a feeding mother breastfeeding her baby son. She was like nursing mother, breasts heavy with full of milk, aching painfully and wanted to feed her hungry baby son, to relieve unbearable ache caused by overflowing milk. She wants her breasts sucked and emptied. Her mother instinct triggered hormones in her mind and body was responding with uncontrollable need to feed and her breasts be sucked.
I sucked on her jutting nipple while caressing her breast. I could feel milk coming out of her breasts. I sucked on more intensely and could taste her milky breast juices till the flow stopped.
Suddenly she said, "That's enough for this one my son, take the other now."
I took the other with docility. She had placed her hands on the back of me, and she was breathing forcefully now. I sucked milky juice drop by drop coming into my mouth. I was surprised that milky juices coming out from her breasts and happily sucked on.
She moaned with relief and pleasure as I sucked on her breasts. I could understand her desire to breastfeed me. I continued sucking her breast milk juices from both the breasts alternatively. I was surprised that she was having such intense reflexes that her breasts enlarged and her nipples grew enormously swollen and oozing out milky juices.
While I was sucking, she took my rigid long thick erect hard and turgid cock into her hand feeling it, held it until her hand was full and able to contain only part of its thickness and hardness.It was the first time in her life to see and hold such a big enormous sized cock. Her eyes opened wide with surprise. She felt the cock. It was like a long thick hard iron rod with bigger knob. She was overwhelmed, to hold suck a massive monstrous long thick cock in her hands. She was apprehensive and was afraid whether she could take all this meaty enormous huge long and thick cock in her cunt. She could not help but compare in her mind the enormous size of the cock of Shiva she was holding with that of her husband's timid small soft lifeless cock. She was holding my cock in her hands stroking, her hands running along the shaft lovingly and bigger pink knob. She took hold of my scrotum, feeling the balls and then her fingers reached the knob of my cock. She was apprehensive whether her cunt can take this monstrous cock all the way in and her cunt my get torn and ripped apart. However, she was also excited with imminent thought that she is going to take in and fucked by my massive cock.
She was horny, her clit throbbing, became hard when aroused . Her my labia gets thicker, and the muscles of my vagina contract. Imagine having a meat cave in between your legs that really likes the thought of having something inside of it, stretching it out and pounding it repeatedly.
She wants my big monstrous cock to open and fill her cunt. She thought it is as big as horse’s cock. The excitement made her cunt petals enlarged, clitoris became hard, and juices were overflowing with excitement and expectation. ‘Shiva, Oh! I cannot wait, Do it. Come into me. I want you inside me,’ she said holding my cock.
I got up, took off her sari and petticoat. She was naked, her thighs spread wide, her beautiful thick wet juicy cunt flower and engorged glittering stiff big clit were inviting. She has beautiful thick cunt lips and long triangle of thick black soft pubic hair.
I was over her between her fat fleshy thighs and my cock entered tightly into her vaginal opening slowly going in deeper and deeper between the clinging lips of the vulva to the bottom. She raised her bottom slightly as my cock entered her juice-drenched cunt. My cock entered tightly opening and widening her soft cunt walls as a knife slicing a soft butter slab smoothly, reached her bottom, completely filling her cunt. Her cunt muscles were gripping my cock tightly like a fist.
When my cock entered her, she gasped, it was the first time in her life she had ever experienced what it was like to feel a cock from the inside her cunt. She never felt that way with her husband’s cock. She could feel my cock filling inside her cunt and expanding. My big long thick enormous cock filled her cunt to the bottom and still some length of it is outside her vagina. It was a delicious entry, opening and filling her tight cunt completely to the bottom. It was obvious that she never had such an experience of her cunt filled by such a massive long thick monstrous huge cock. She was tightly encircling and gripping my cock as if she wanted to take all of the cock into her. I looked into her eyes as she was pleading for more. She wants more. Her cunt muscles opened up, stretched by the enormous size of my thick long cock, and her hands on my hips were actively pushing and pressing my cock into her. I took her breasts into my hands fondling them. It was a moment of unison, of our bodies and souls.
"Shiva, It feels like you split me in two. I feel your cock in my throat!" she stammered. She slowly turned to look in the mirror across from the bed behind her. What she saw horrified her. Her cunt stretched wide open by my huge cock. There was at least half of my cock still out of her. Oh, God I feel like I am a virgin getting fucked for the first time." The juice had traveled down my cock and was staining the sheets. I looked down in front of me. "It is so big... do you know how much your stretching me?" she whispered.
I looked into her eyes keeping my cock still to enjoy the feeling. I was not in a hurry. I wanted her to feel and enjoy enormous size of my cock. Slowly I slid back and forth. I settled down to a steady, relentless rhythm, fucking her straight and hard.
She said, ‘fuck me Shiva, deeper, more'. She urged me as my cock was going in and withdrawing to the tip and then sliding into her cunt slowly and steadily. I could feel her tight cunt muscles opening every time my cock going in deep. She was moaning, and said, ‘Oh, my son, fuck me, fuck your mother, fuck me, my son, fuck me hard. I have been hungry to take your cock, all these years. Give it to me all the way in. Rip off my cunt.’ She was repeating the words again and again, cooing and crying loud, while moving bottom up to meet each of my strokes. Her pussy juices were flowing out running down my cock and my balls were soaking wet.
I lifted and place both her legs on both sides my shoulders, slightly lifted her ass just off the bed, re-entered her cunt and fucked her slowly and steadily deeper and deeper. I whispered, Amma, You are a sexy bitchy slut and your cunt is like a heaven, and you need to be fucked by me. I fucked fast with all my energy digging into her deeper and deeper opening her cunt with each stroke with more and more energetic thrusts. She was making husky and horny sounds, cooing and groaning with utmost pleasure.
I said, "Padma, my sweet sexy darling aphrodisiac Amma, you are a cunt. You are a sexy bitchy slut. You are a slut, tramp and whore. I am going to fuck you so hard and rip off your cunt.'
'Yeah, son I am your slut Amma. You are a mother-fucking bastard son. Fuck me, my son. Fill my cunt. I am yours. I am your slut and whore. Your fat cock is so long and big. I have been waiting for you. Fuck me,' she said huskily.
She was thrusting upwards raising her arse with equal vigor and enthusiasm making erotic sounds. She was like a bitch in heat now. She wanted my cock in her. Our bodies with each stroke were trying to unite with each other, to become one, to achieve oneness. It was a unique and ultimate expression of love and desire between man and woman and their souls to become one and achieve oneness.
Her hands around me, her legs spread wide, her cunt inviting and receiving my cock each time. I was digging and rotating my cock in her cunt making it bigger and wider, as a thick iron crowbar rod digging and deepening into rain drenched soft earth taking my massive hard cock out and sending back with more force and rotating in circular motion to make her cunt wider and deeper.
After few minutes her hips began to rise and fall with each of my stroke in harmonious perfect rhythm and made undulating circular movements that quickened and heaved. She began to emit throaty erotic exciting orgasmic sounds. She squirmed and moaned as I pulled almost all of the way out and then thrust back in to hilt with full force again and again rapidly gaining speed.
The rhythm became faster and faster as I placed my hands under her ass cheeks bringing my cock into her cunt deeper thrust to the hilt. As I fucked deeper, holding her arse cheeks.
Each new thrust inside of her vagina makes all of the walls of the vagina feel a tingly but satisfying pleasure sensation. Each thrust felt so good that when the cock is taken out of the cunt it misses the feeling and wants it more. It’s a constant buildup and takeaway. At the same time, the rest of her body are also engorged and wet and would enjoy teasing too.
She came violently crying aloud as if a simmering volcano erupted, as if an earthquake shook her, her whole body in frenzied uncontrollable spasms. She dug her finger nails deep into my back scratching wildly drawing out blood. Her orgasm was visible in her reaction of complete abandon, her legs and pussy tightening around me in a squiring movement. She moved back and forth, up and down and wiggled tighter and tighter.
I pumped mindlessly faster and faster deep into her cunt. I kept my cock rooted in her cunt without moving and her cunt muscles gripping, releasing and squeezing my cock like a fist, repeatedly.
I massaged her clitoris slowly until she lifted her hips and came again. Her body was shaking in a frenzied motion sweating profusely. Keeping my cock still in her cunt, I massaged her cunt and clit smoothly inserting my fingers and she had three more consecutive orgasms. She came as if all her pores opened up and juices coming out of her body crying out loud like a wild animal. Her fingernails dug deeper scratching my back violently, drawing blood profusely. Her fingers dug in drawing blood. I kept on fucking her more and digging into her cum filled cunt and I was ready, suddenly her fingers dug into my shoulders and she was ready again. I could not control anymore and came very big.
I said “Amma, Amma, Amma, as I ejaculated thick loads of sperm into her cunt, pouring my thick hot sperm filling her cunt. We came together in unison in a harmonious motion. She surrendered to orgasm as her entire body contracted and convulsed in frenzied movements. She squeezed all my juices with her cunt. All my juices drained filling her cunt; I lay with my head between her breasts and her fingers played with my mussed hair. It was an exhaustive orgasm for both of us.
I looked in to her eyes and saw her blushing. Seeing her feeling shy at that moment was so beautiful. It was the shyness, which woman feels naturally, after being fucked thoroughly to orgasm and submitted her body and herself completely to her man. She kissed me all over my face, her eyes and face glowing with contentment and satisfaction. Oh! God, Shiva, I have gone to heaven. You have shown me heaven. You seeded and filled my cunt with your potent sperm.
I said, 'It was beautiful and lovely experience for me too.'
Chapter 2
Padmavathy's was thirty six years old, tall, slightly dark woman with oily smooth, clear, unblemished and radiant glowing skin, beautiful oval face, high cheekbones, natural arch shaped curvaceous well defined eye brows, large expressive kohl lined eyes, full wide juicy thick puffy pouting lips, long smooth neck and sexy shoulders, long smooth arms, artistic long fingers, radiant blemish less smooth skin and pleasant pectorals. Her huge, large, voluminous firm pendulous, mountainous and conical breasts hung from lean chest and big nipples extend out of her slender lean frame made her brazenly top heavy. Her narrow thin taut waist curvaceously spread onto wide bottom and big hemisphere protruding inverted pots like hips. Her thick long, oily, soft, silky, jet-black, lustrous, smooth, shining, wavy, voluminous and uniformly thick hair extends beyond her thunderous smooth banana trunk like thighs reaching her calves. Her lissomly curvaceous body firm yet full at the bosom and wide hips and longlegs is erotic. She is extremely curvy with Waist to Hip ratio of 0.68, with everything being tight, toned, and feminine, really low body fat, narrow waist and wide hips. She looks at least ten younger than her actual age. She has melodious, soft husky and sexy voice and sweet smile. Her cunt hair was thick curly and soft. She was every inch a woman, glowing and exuding and flaunting utmost feminine sexuality. She was at her peak age sexually and `matured beautifully like a ripe juicy fruit.
She has an admirable, adorable, angelic, attractive sexy beautiful, bewitching, cute, elegant, erotic, exquisite, gorgeous, fabulous, fascinating, lovely, marvellous, magnificent, pleasant, sensuous, romantic, and voluptuous personality no man can ignore.
Padmavathy is Alluring Amative Amatory Amazing Amorous Ample Aphrodisiac Arousing Attractive Beauteous Bewitching Bootylicious Bosomy Brazen Breathtaking Busty Buxom Carnal Concupiscent Coquettish Coy Curvaceous Curvy Delicious Desirable Enchanting Engaging Enticing Erotic Exquisite Fascinating Feline Fetching Flirtatious Flirty Foxy Frisky Frivolous Fruity Gamy Glamorous Gorgeous Hedonistic Hot Inviting Juicy Junoesque Kinky Lascivious Lewd Libertine Libidinous Licentious Lovely Lubricious Luscious Lustful Lusty Naughty Passionate Petite Piquant Pretty Promiscuous Provocative Pulchritudinous Racy Radiant Raunchy Ravishing Rousing Salacious Seductive Sensuous Sexy Sinuous Siren Slinky Spunky Stacked Steamy Stunning Stupendous Stylish Suggestive Sultry Sweet Sybaritic Taking Tantalizing Tarty Teasing Tempting Tight Titillating Wanton Wild Vivacious Voluptuary and Voluptuous woman.
Everything about her is mesmerizing. Her smile and laugh can stop you dead in your tracks, and her eyes seem to light up the world when they smile. Everything about her redefines perfect. She has the ability to make anyone forget how to breathe.
We lay side by side, cuddling, her face buried on my chest, until our satiated bodies gradually returned to normality. She got up and walked naked to the bathroom. As she walked naked, I saw her hips swaying provocatively in harmonious motion with her flowing calf length loose hair on her back. She came out of the bathroom arranging her hair into a loose bun. I was admiring her naked sensuous and curvaceous body, her huge extra-large heavy voluminous milk pots like breasts hung from her chest swinging. I sat on the bed and made her sit on my lap. She put her hands around my neck and my hands holding her protectively.
I said, Amma, you are beautiful, sexy and erotic goddess. She was hugging me her face buried on my chest and I cuddled her.
She said, ‘where were you all these years, lover? Why did not you come to me and fuck me? I am your property. Why did you deny this heavenly pleasure all these years to me?
She got up and laid down keeping her head in my lap, and looking into my eyes. I was fondling her body feeling the smoothness of her skin, caressing her face and lovingly fondling her big breasts. We lay on the bed, I took her into my arms, and her head buried on to my chest, the she looked up into my eyes, expressing shyness, satisfaction and contentment.
I asked, Padma, ‘how do you feel now?’
‘Shiva, Finally, I am with you, to whom I originally belong. You should have claimed me, your property long ago. I was as if a fertile parched land waiting to be ploughed properly deeply, watered and seeded to flourish. I am fucked thoroughly for the first time in my life. I am the luckiest woman on the earth. Why were you not born earlier than I was? You could have owned me when I was a young virgin girl.’
I was never fucked like this that too with such big cock.. You are like an animal, a Stallion, a Stud and donkey. I have seen donkey’s and Stud’s cock and yours is as big. I am fortunate to have your gigantic cock. You are born with such a beautiful and big cock. I’m so sore I can hardly walk! This has been the most wonderful experience in my life but I’m so sore I just can’t believe it. I’m a wreck! You fucked my cunt so deep thoroughly. I did not know that fucking is also pleasurable.
She said, “You are my dream man. It is the first time in my life I have experienced such beautiful orgasm while fucked. You made me to be my truest sexual form and from that came the flood of euphoria and ecstasy that is a cervical orgasm for a long time. I had orgasms repeatedly which was entirely new experience for me. My entire being was alive. I had awareness of every molecule in my body. You have taken me to a state, the closest thing to God I have ever felt. Now I know what it is like being fucked. It was filthy and rough and selfish and it was amazing experience.’
Shiva, 'I know it is selfish on my part. Where were you all these years, lover? Why did not you come to me earlier, claim me and fuck me? You should have claimed me long ago. I am your property. I belong to you. Why did you deny me this heavenly pleasure all these years? Ever since we met, my long hidden suppressed dormant desire surfaced. This is going to sound crazy, but from the moment you I saw you I haven’t been able to stop thinking of and about you. You have occupied my mind and body. The very first time in my life, I ever felt passionately in love. It was a feeling so loving, so tender, so wild, so overwhelming and breath-taking, and all-involving, a feeling I did not know before. I know that you are the tall handsome man I have been dreaming about since my childhood. It was my dreams come true. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, in your arms as your woman. I experienced the pleasure of submission of myself, surrendering my soul and body to you transcending all limits. Finally
I found my man, my Master who owns me.'
She laid down keeping her head on my lap, and looking into my eyes with love, devotion and submission. I was fondling her body feeling the smoothness of her skin, caressing her glowing face and lovingly fondling her big breasts.
“Shiva, You filled me with love, filled the void in me, fulfilled me and gave me such a wonderful unbelievable life time experience, made me forget everything, the pain, the agony, the sorrow, the trauma and feel happy. Nothing else matters in this world except you for me now. I experienced pure heavenly pleasure perhaps animalistic carnal pleasure and akin to nirvana. It may be a sin to fuck and experience such pleasure on this day. I experienced the ultimate, abandoned, uncontrollable, blissful pleasure akin to nirvana of highest level, which I never thought even in dreams such happiness and pleasure is plausible.
It is strange we have to mate in these extraordinary circumstances. This experience would not have been more pleasurable if our mating and fucking is in normal circumstances. Perhaps the pleasure experienced with you is more intensified because it happened especially today. I admit having such a thought, even if it may be termed as kinky. It may be considered unimaginable, illicit and sin to fuck my son’s friend. Thinking that it is more pleasurable being fucked by dream lover today makes me definitely kinky beyond any doubt as per normal societal standards. However, surprisingly I do not feel guilty having such beautiful experience today and also about cheating my husband because I know I belong to you ever since I saw you. My mind, body and soul occupied by you, filled by you, owned by you and devoured by you. You have shown me that sex can be so pleasurable beyond words can express and powerful. It is like divine pleasure akin to nirvana.
However, I am sad that my son did not live to experience such heavenly pleasures with his beautiful wife. Do you know, what could be the plausible reason for my son to end his life? Do you think when he goes to heaven he will experience sexual pleasures with Rambha, Urvashi, Menaka, Tilottama and other deva vesyas.
“I don’t know, Amma.” The Apsaras are celestial nymphs. All of them are extremely beautiful and skilled in both dance and music. The most famous are Rambha, Menaka, Urvashi, Tilottama Ghritachi. Other nymphs mentioned in the Puranas are Mishrakesi, Vapu, Viprachitti, Purvachitti, Sahajanya, Karnika, Punjikasthala, Viswachi, Rithisthala, Umlocha, Pramlocha, Swayamprabha, Janapadi, and Adrika. Main task of these nymphs is indulge in sex with those men who had attained heaven by virtue of their ascetic merit or by the merit of their good deeds. They are eternal virgins and the constant sexual indulgence has no effect on their youth or beauty.
Amma, I think you are better than any apsara, angel and deva vesya. His wife Madhu is better than any deva vesya.
Padma said, ‘Can you believe that he could not enter and fuck his wife’s virgin cunt and fuck her. She is still virgin’.
‘Is she? I said surprisingly, I did not think of this possibility.
Shiva, ‘She is a virgin young widow. He did not and could not fuck his wife. It seems that he tried but could not get his cock up and to fuck his wife and his inability to fuck his virgin wife must have caused him to take such a drastic decision.'
'He was not like you. I wish he was a man like you with vigor and virility and had such a monstrous cock like yours, so long, thick, big, beautiful, and virile and fucked his wife. I wish you were my son. You would have fucked and deflowered her on the first night and impregnated her by now’
I said, “Amma If I were your son, I would not have married her or any other girl,” I said.
'Why, Shiva', she asked taking my already erect and hard cock in her hands, stroking it. Any girl or woman would be happy to have your cock. Even if I were your mother, you need a girl to fuck. Your monstrous gigantic horse’s cock is ready again. It seems your cock is always ready for me.
“If you were my mother, I do not need any other girl. I would have married you, and fucked you, Amma”
You would have married me, even if I were your own mother, Shiva? You have such a nice thought. What a wonderful experience it would have been. Yes! You could have fucked me without marrying me. Do you like me so much to marry me and make me your wife? She said, toying with her managalsutra, I am fascinated to think you would have tied mangalsutra to me. Mother - son marriage is taboo and forbidden in our society.
Amma, I said, I have not seen any other girl as beautiful and sexy as you are. You are a beautiful sexy lovely and erotic sex goddess. I would have been happy to have you as my wife even if you were my mother.
Shiva, I am very happy, excited, enthralled and thrilled to know your intense love and desire for me that you would have married me to fuck, even if I were your own mother. You cannot marry me if I were your own mother. Society does not accept such an incestuous marriage. Though it is a sin and taboo, you would have fucked me. You would have been my permanent resident stud son and secret lover forever. We would have been living together like a husband and wife and like lovers living happily in incest and sin. To the society, we would have been loving mother and son. However, you could have fucked me from the earliest age you could get your cock up. I would have been the happiest and lucky slut mother fucked by a horny stud son. I would have become your kept woman and lifelong mistress. I would not have allowed you to marry any other girl. You could have impregnated me and produced many children by now. I would have given you at least dozen children. I would have been the happiest mother nursing your children, breastfeeding you along with our children continuously as long as possible.
I am curious to know my dear Shiva, at what age your cock was ready to fuck.
Yeah, Amma I do not exactly remember. Ever since my childhood, my cock has been ready most probably even at the age of eight. I said, Amma, do you want me to be both your son and lover?’
She said, ‘Yes Shiva, why should I allow you to fuck some other girl or woman, if you were my son? I would have been the happiest and luckiest mother to get fucked by handsome stud son with such a monstrous cock. I would have been happy to see your cock growing up, to become a stud and stallion man with such colossal, huge, humongous, gargantuan, gigantic massive, monstrous cock and becoming ready to fuck me. I would have been sucking your cock from your young age while giving bath. Why should I allow you to fuck and give to other women such heavenly incredible pleasures? When you saw me first time during the marriage of my son, I remember you looking at me with intense love and burning desire.
I was captivated and enamored by your hungry looks. I was besotted, Infatuated, smitten and was in love with you like a young girl. I was bewitched, beguiled, charmed, enchanted, enraptured, enthralled, entranced, fascinated, and love-struck by you. I was head over heels for you. I was under the magic spell of you, consumed with desire for you when you first saw me.
You were not looking at me as a mother, that too your best friend’s mother but were looking as if you want to have me, disrobe me, enter me, eat me, devour me and fuck me. I was overwhelmed to see your cock bulge in your pants and you flirted with me. You praised my beauty looking at me from top to bottom, every inch of my body with penetrating eyes. I am curious to know what you saw in me the very first time.
Padma, It was love at first sight. My initial thoughts when I saw you were that, ‘you are beautiful, sexy and horny. Here is the woman I want to fuck. I thought you need to be fucked thoroughly.’
Shiva, I could see such an intense desire in your eyes. Did you think I need to be fucked?
Padma, I remember our first meeting as if it happened yesterday. It was fatal attraction, admiration, desire and love at first sight. An intense desire communicated between us when I saw you first time in your house. I felt I know you for a very long time, perhaps for so many lives. I felt you are mine. You belong to me.
The image of you is still fresh in my mind. You were wearing a pure silk maroon red and gold sari with broad heavy gold border well below your deep navel to show deep navel and enhance beauty. Paintings worldwide look at every opportunity to show a deep navel and large buttocks. I remember your large kohl lined expressive beautiful eyes looking at me. Your extra-large big huge hung voluminous conical pendulous heavy breasts proudly and visibly extending out of blouse and sari.
Your beautiful calf length thick jet-black lustrous silky smooth shinning silky hair neatly parted in the middle, arranged in a long braid adorned with gold hairpins on side. Your wide bewitchingly thick braid with neat loops fastened just below your protruding big arse with matching color hair band and left loose reaching your calves and adorned with beautifully arranged long jasmine flower threads oscillating and swinging harmoniously with your huge breasts and big arse cheeks provocatively as you walk.
You were wearing a glittering diamond nose stud, gorgeous gold chain held by a hook at the center parting of the hair with the diamond studded gold pendant falling on the center of the forehead just above the stone studded dark red bindhi. Your beautiful neck adorned with a diamond collar necklace the base and lower. A diamond pendant on a thick wide gold necklace chain, a heavy gold rope design mangalasutra, a gold chain with a heart shaped diamond studded pendant was resting in between your breasts. Another gold long multi layered step chain hung on your front up to navel swinging rhythmically as you walk. You were wearing beautiful glittering diamond studded hanging earrings. Two gold ear step chains interlinked in a criss-cross pattern extending to the both sides of hair hooked with precious stone studded hairpins.
You were adorned with diamond studded gold armlets and hands full of gold and matching colored bangles, diamond rings on your fingers. A beautiful gold diamond studded wide waistband draped around your thin waist. A gold key chain tucked in the sari on the side below your beautiful flashing deep navel, ornamental gold two sari brooches connected with three layer long chain and pin, and series of heavy precious stone studded gold brooches at the end of sari pallu to weigh it down. Your beautiful feet adorned with design mehindi, gold anklets and diamond studded silver toe rings.
All the gold, precious stones and diamond studded elaborate jewelry complimented your natural beauty. I told you that night that you were looking like a bride. You were looking like a rich beautiful sexy longhaired love Goddess descended from heaven to grace the marriage ceremony and moving around exuding divine feminine charm and beauty. I noticed women were looking at you with admiration, appreciation and envy looking at your beauty and men looking at you with desire.
Following day for reception, you were wearing peacock blue & green color silk thin sari with matching wide deep cut wide designer blouse. You were adorned with entirely different set of gold and diamond jewelry. You looked extremely beautiful with little flesh around your deep navel. You were wearing sari five inch below navel revealed lot of your belly and deep round navel. Every eye in the party was on you. Your hip folds and waist chain movements, your big breasts and hips, your long braid with jasmine malas oscillating pendulously on your back when you walk making you erotic beauty.
I thought I should marry you. I know it is not possible. I thought I would have married if you have a daughter or younger sister resembling you. You were looking like a divine beautiful sexy Kama Goddess Rathi Devi, a slut goddess. The image of you etched in mind and smell of your body aroma is still fresh in my mind. I inhaled aphrodisiac aroma of your sweat stained armpits when you lifted your hands.
Padma smiled, I wish I had daughter. You could have been my son-in-law. My younger sister, with whom you were flirting is married. Shiva, I noticed that you smelled my armpits. You are so naughty to smell my armpits. I allowed you to smell my armpits lifting my hands conveniently. Oh! Shiva you remember me so well, and all those minute details of jewelry I was wearing.
Padma, I do remember, it was love, infatuation, intense, fatal and irresistible attraction and desire at first sight. I knew it was indecent to look at you being my best friend’s mother. I could not take off my eyes even for moment from you. All through the marriage ceremony, I never missed an opportunity to be around you watching you, admiring you, appreciating and drinking your beauty. I wanted to feel and touch you. I touched you as if it was inadvertent action whenever possible. I inhaled your body aroma standing behind you. I wanted to talk to you in privacy but you were busy with so many relatives and guests around. I talked to you mostly in the crowd except few brief occasions. There was no opportunity to express my admiration and intense love and true feelings to you in privacy. I tried to communicate my intense feelings of love with you mostly by looking at you. I knew you noticed my attention and love towards you, and you reciprocated coyly with bewitching and inviting beautiful sexy smiles. I felt you are mine and you belong to me. You were born for me. I wanted to fuck you.
Shiva, I remember when you came to me, and said, ‘You are lovely and the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. You are looking like a bride. I love you’. I blushed, felt overwhelmed, very much happy and excited to hear such intense adorable appreciation and compliments praising my beauty from you. I was also surprised you said 'I love you' the first meeting, to me, your friend’s mother so confidently and daringly without hesitation as if I am your girl friend. I was happy, pleasantly surprised and delighted that you found me the most beautiful woman despite the fact there were so many beautiful desirable young girls and married women of all ages flocking around you showing off their body flesh shamelessly. I have even seen young girls and women giggling and looking coyly at you obviously interested in you and flirting with you. However, disregarding all the attention from the girls and women, you did not leave me and followed oblivious of so many guests around. I still remember as if it happened yesterday. You were always following me, flirting with me all through the wedding ceremony and the following day during Reception.
Shiva, 'You smelled my body standing beside and behind me. I felt your breathe on my neck. You stood behind me so closely, placing your hands on my waist, pressing your hard cock against my hips. I could actually feel your hard cock pressed against my ass. I thought you were going to drag me to a room to fuck. I would have happily come with you despite all the people present around.'
You were so confident and trying to woo me with your charm and chivalry. You said that I was more beautiful than the all the young girls there. In the group photos during reception, you were standing beside me closely, placing your hand behind me as if you were my husband.
My sister said, ‘you both were looking like lovebirds. You were posing in the photos as husband and wife with him instead of your husband. It was obvious you both have become instant lovers.’
I did not realize then that body chemistry between us was so apparent and visible to others. You never left my thoughts since that day. You entered my mind, my thoughts, my soul and my dreams and have been thinking of you always since then. My desire for you increased day by day and has been waiting to be in your arms and to be possessed by you. I have been feeling like a young girl falling in love for the first time in life with her dream man. Since then I could not think of anything else except you while awake or asleep.
‘You are really lovely, beautiful, sexy and exciting Amma,’ I said, stroking her big hard jutting brown nipples with my tongue and fingers. Her breasts became engorged and her nipples grew bigger and harder. You have such big extra-large beautiful bouncing firm huge hanging breasts Amma.’
'I noticed your looks especially at my breasts.' She smilingly replied, ‘Ever since my teen age men always looked at my extra-large breasts. I knew you were looking at my breasts in the first encounter as if you wanted to suck and eat them. I would have offered them to you then, had there been an opportunity and time. You are the first man I want to offer my breasts when looked at them with desire’.
She said, ‘I was romantically attracted to you when you first saw me and I wanted you. That was the first time I felt so much happy as a woman that a man desired me, but the circumstances, the occasion and the presence of other people being around prevented me to express my love for you. I involuntarily without any hesitation reciprocated when you were flirting.
Though I was busy attending to the guests, you did not leave me and I did not want you to be away from me for moment. You were naughty, and when you brushed against my breasts, touched my hips, and put your arms on my waist. I knew your desires and intentions and I felt happy and desirable. You were praising my long hair and even counted the number of loops in my braid, which surprised me to such extent that how keenly you were observing me. The mutual desire and fatal attraction between us was evident. It was the first time in my life, I experienced such an intense uncontrollable attraction to a man, that too my son’s friend. It was a pleasurable surprise to my own self. My long dormant desires surfaced. I was like musical instrument, kept unattended, unused for a long time. You lifted the cover, dusted cleaned and started playing my strings tuning beautiful melodies and ragas. I wanted you to play with my body. I wanted you to take me in your arms, hug me, cuddle me and kiss me. I felt you were the man I was dreaming about all my life since I was girl. I thought, finally I found my man to whom I belong to. I asked you to come again during the holidays with my son to be with you. I have been waiting eagerly to meet you and I had dreams of you seducing me.’
Shiva, 'why did you not hug me, take me into your arms, kiss me and fuck me on that night?’
Padma, I wanted to kiss you and fuck you desperately but controlled myself. I took your hands in my hands, and I took your long braid in my hands on that night. There were so many guests around you. I really wanted to fuck you that night. If you were not bride groom’s mother I would have taken you to a room and fucked you’
‘Shiva, today, despite meeting in different unimaginable unexpected fateful and strange circumstances, the inevitable happened between us. My longing pent-up increasing desire for you is so strong ever since our first meeting in my mind, soul and body I responded to your love. I am surprised that you did not hesitate to arouse, excite, entice, enthrall, enter and fuck me today. You have awakened my dormant and pent up desires. I had been faithful wife to my husband until today. You made me a slut today.
Shiva, 'Yesterday night while travelling in the car along with my husband to see my deceased son, knowing that I will be meeting you, I relived our romantic flirting during my son's wedding ceremony. I am surprised that just thinking about you yesterday night aroused sexual desires.'
Shiva, ‘do you think I am an amoral, amorous, cock crazy, concupiscent, debauched, depraved, iniquitous, insane, horny, kinky, incestuous, lascivious, lecherous, libidinous, lubricious, yearning, unethical, sex starved slut actively encouraging, giving, inviting, indulging, seeking, sharing and receiving carnal pleasure to quench my sexual desires instead of feeling sorrow and pain. I indulged shamelessly to satisfy my lust instead of lamenting, moaning with unbearable sexual pleasure instead of mourning with unbearable pain, cooing and crooning instead of crying, groaning instead of grieving, squirting instead of sobbing, rejoicing instead of refusing pleasure, wallowing instead of weeping, offering my cunt instead of objecting, opening up and giving shamelessly myself to an young man young enough to be my son, who wants to share my pain and agony, comfort and console me for the loss of newly married son, at this fateful and sorrowful moment on a day when my son is dead and his cold lifeless body lying in a mortuary?’
I submitted myself completely, shamelessly, uninhibitedly and unabatedly to you, offering and opening myself and opening my cunt to my son’s closest friend, a young man of my son’s age, immensely enjoying being fucked thoroughly by your long, thick, enormous, monstrous cock and enjoying carnal sinful pleasure of being fucked thoroughly.
I listened to her attentively and was fascinated by the feelings as she revealed her inner most thoughts. It was as if she was pouring out her thoughts aloud. She continued her monologue, pouring out her feelings. It was like catharsis. She was in the process of self-analyzing, self-criticizing, absolution, and seeking my approval of her behavior, perhaps trying to absolve herself from guilt conscious.
Amma, do not criticize yourself. You are not guilty. We have not committed any sin. There is no reason for you to blame yourself. You have not done anything to feel guilty or blame yourself.
Shiva, Have I not committed utmost sin fucking with you today, enjoying and actively participating in abandoned sex? Am I not a slut? Have I not behaved like a slut? When you hugged me to console, my breasts became bigger and full with love to feed you. I wanted my breasts sucked and emptied by you. The moment you hugged me, I felt your rigid cock pressing against me and experienced pleasure. You filled me completely and your cock filled my cunt.
Shiva, I am surprised at myself submitting my body, to be fucked by you, opening my all pores experiencing the bliss and ultimate joy, uninh